You already notice some changes in my BLOG at Header and Footer section. I installed the plugins of Usayd Networks Hacks/Plugins. I only get to work the Random Hadith Quotation and the Random Qur’an.
The random Hadith quotation is useful for me because i want to know more about the Islam and its messages and i want something that will help me remember and denote the way Prophet Muhammad SAW (pbuh) lived his life. Hoping it will guide me and restrain me to deviate again from the true path.
As for Random Qur’an i have also same reason as stated at random hadith – as my guidance though i admit that my faith now is very weak and deviated most of the time. I’m seeking for more guidance and help. As you see in my last few posts i said i’m sort of lost sheep. I hope in this journey of my life were im a person who always try to find the meaning of it and try to make my existence worth to every person arounds me – my family, relatives, friends, the Bangsamoro people.
I seek and contemplate to be a better Muslim muslim someday and so my fear to Allah SWT is craved in my hearts and mind so i can’t do more stupid things. I’m really sorry for my parents having me as their spoiled and stuborn eldest son – i always give them problems and pains. I can’t help myself cry like a helpless baby always asking for forgiveness and still i keep doing the same mistake. I’m always a failure to them. I can’t even get a decent grades in school and i’m 6yrs+ in college and still struggling to finish 1 degree.
I’m such a trash. Stupid me.
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Hi, Wyze…
Finding your suffer to create new things in your life. Be more knowing Alqu’ran and hadiths are true but be careful of the real meaning of practise as moslem. What should you do and what you can do. Sometimes, parents give us so much stuffs in our mind to give good example to our sisters and brothers. It’s hard. You need psichology helper. we used to go to counceling woman and childrend crisis program to meet one of coucelor face to face or sometimes online just to improve our motivation that we must get through with nice way. My Mom is one of senior consultants. If you want, you can contact her by email or may be chat. Her schedule for teaching online (video conference)twice a month, three times a week (chat:8-9pm). Daily she worked as business woman and spend 2 hours in orphan alfajr group foundation program handling children development and health program. If you interest to talk to her, I will tell her. Life is beautiful, my brother. Don’t stress too much, you just need something new in your life and jump to get better goal of your dream.
your friend Boa
thanks for the offer. is this worth a try? hehe.
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